I need a moment.
To just let it all sink it.
I’m so busy running back and forth trying to get everything done…
But I don’t make time to let this whole situation sink into my brain.
I am moving.
The life I’ve known for 13 years is about to change, permanently.
Of course, it’s bittersweet.
Yeah, I’ve gone through some hard times, but the entirety of it wasn’t complete shit.
Of course I met people who I didn’t like.
But then again, I’ve met a lot of people who have changed my life forever, for the good.
I fell in love, and boy, did I fall hard.
I thought I was set for life.
That I didn’t need anybody else,
That there was nobody else out there for me.
Is there?
I have yet to find out.
But see, that is why I am leaving.
To find a new life.
To see what more there is to seek from beyond the stifling limits of Midland County.
To feed my hungry desire for curiosity, thoughtfulness, and intuition.
To grow in a place where hate is not constantly surrounding me, but in fact, love is my environment instead.
We shall see what kind of adventure this shall bring.
But, right now, I’m scared.
Scared of the unknown.
And I need a moment,
Just a moment,
To let it all just… Sink in.
